Indifference maybe nothing. Nothing it's....it's cold...too cold....so cold that you feel burning....but at the same time you know that there is something deeper, that you can go deeper in cold or burning. Going deeper is like you find a combination of opening a door for centuries being closed ( like star gate
? ). You enter through the door just as you enter in the sea-shore with the eyes open and breathing like a fish. You can see all the stones but you know that they are not stones. You know that there are other doors waiting, maybe not for you or maybe not only for you ( is there a difference? Is there an indifference? ). You know that you are going deeper . You feel as you are dieing and maybe you know that you are…. You know that there is somewhere the ultimate door maybe not allowed to you but surely waiting for you or for another ( is there an indifference? ). Every time you look through the stones you feel closer and closer but not closer enough, you have had not enough…..ever. You know that it is behind the stones, behind the sea, behind the shore, especially behind the sky. You know that, because of your flashes. You know you can touch it….. only…. if it can stay a little longer. Maybe I have to get off some of my clothes when I get in the water….maybe some of my human ones…..maybe all of them……