I saw the movie TROY , (a nice one by the way) and Akile was a complete torn man . He didn't know where his place was. He fought without any purpose for god's sake ! When one doesn't have strong convinctions ,that person is capable fighting for everything and still not be happy. Pity..
and what about this honey? this monolog of yours that as soon as i read it made me upset.
I am what the society doesn't want.
I am pathetic, sad, dramatic, melancholic, tragic and upset and torn, sitting down thinking of people, places and situations… it doesn't take me to anywhere. I run away to nowhere, and I tremble of pain… my look, fixed in the wall of bricks, free. Some day.
I am magnanimously pathetic. I will take a camomile with a lot of sugar to sweeten what is not able to be sweetened. I will mitigate my torture with a swig loaded with sweet endrinas and fallen leaves of other plants of soft, soft, soft, soft essence...
Don't these words sound very sad to you?
Well it does to me. I once felt like that , i am not willing to feel like this again .
No more wars within, no more duels.
It drains your energy out .