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-- Thoughts (http://www.forumihorizont.com/showthread.php3?threadid=2715)

the irony of the situation is that it was just the anger of the moment, Hirushe. I am not able to hate and this is not because I love the person, but because I consider 'hate' an energy consuming activity of no importance.
The reason I reacted like that is because my "ego" was hurt and I am proud enough not to like such a thing. Maybe I am wrong, but self-respect and love are the only ways I can survive in a world of actions I cannot control fully, especially because not everything lies on one single person. In fact, it takes two to make love.
Analysing myself later I realized that I wasn't hurt. Nostalgia makes people think and believe what they later on understand were not real. So, did I! My everyday life is not influenced by that particular feeling or person. I am completely free of them both and I am more than able to live my life fully in joy and happiness. Well, maybe not everyday, but life is like that: with its ups and downs and when you are down, you feel sure you will be up soon enough to forget pain and be re-born.