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Postuar nga lorie datë 30 Prill 2007 - 19:28:
If staying home one morning because of sickness
and this urge to write how i am doing to my very best friends in this space is not a cardinal point ,than i don't know what it is. 
I hadn't been in this topic for such a long time therefore i missed your Easter wishes.
But here i am writing and letting you know that God has been very good to me,that everything from this side is going awesome, and that the many trials have been blessings.
I have realized so many things and there are so many things to learn.I have realized that the grass is never greener on the other side. I have learned to be at peace and content with my shortcomings and humble with my strengths,therefore i have learned balance, a balance that comes only from God. Though these goes in my inner being , in my outer expression i have learned to be carefree, to live my life to the fullest, to try the craziest things: to eyewitness the natural birth of my nephew, to take care of him,to have a tatoo on my ankle, to dance till my feet hurt,to dance like nobody is whatching me, to speak and preach to people about God, to lay on ice and pray with my head looking at the blue sky,take many pictures. (do you remember Serendipity scene or the scenes of The eternal sunshine of the spotless mind....?-that's what i was doing) and last but surely not the least, i have learned that without God,without Jesus i would not be living such a full, crazy,passionate and dangerous life.
Love you girls
kerputhka
L.
Postuar nga Klodel datë 04 Maj 2007 - 06:22:
Hello girls,
It has been a while since last time. I have like a necessity to write may be because I am a little bit stressed today. Well it is full moon since 3 days and do you know? I can see it from my window all night long. Actually I had almost forgotten what it felt like to be under its influence, but I was reminded last days about its effect on me. So I feel like I am after a long time in touch with my soul. Actually it has been happy for all this long time, full of enthusiasm. I don't understand why sometimes it choses just to enter labyrints full of shadows that have no exit, besides a feeling of fear and anxiousity.
In my new job I meet very interesting people every day. I meet the world in one place, with all its variations of colours, languages, features, accents, cultures, behaviours. It is so amazing. I have created my little rituals, places I have my coffee daily or places where I go and sit with my friends. I was trying to keep count of everything that is happening of all the people I have met and I am surprised they are so many. and one more unique than the other. I am enriched daily with lots of details and experiences and knowledge, my soul had been eager to experience since long time. Have you ever had the feeling that you are in the right place where all your potential can fully develop and explode and be even amased with your own changes and emotions?
I wish I could have enough time to write down everything. my new adventure, my new life my new me. I wished to share all this with you. May be one day we will.
I miss you girls I miss our talks of dreamers. I miss too many things lately, but I am blessed with too many other things that make every day of my life an unforgettable memory.
take care and write to me more often.
besos
J
Postuar nga darke datë 04 Maj 2007 - 17:42:
Hello Jona and hello white kerputhka!
this morning I woke up with your letter, my dearest Jona. I love reading this kind of... revelations?
I remember a text that I read some time ago about the ways of waking up... there are sad waking up's, rending waking up's (of tenderness), white waking up's, innocent waking up's, panic waking up's (Octavio woke up with a languor: "suddenly, his misery showed up in his thought: nobody dies from pain, or he would had died in that moment").
Besos and besos... muah muah!
:p
Postuar nga Klodel datë 11 Maj 2007 - 09:54:
Yesterday I had a surprise my dearest Silvushe, your dreams, your words transformed in a letter reached me and gave me wings. I felt as having you close so close as if we were having a coffee and talking about our lives as we used to do all night long.
Just finished work and heading for home, the last stop is this angle where the other part of my world wakes up meanwhile I go to sleep. I miss everything tonight. Suddenly the space round me is too much for me to feel it up. I used to miss the space, now I have too much. I guess I am simply a human being who is never satisfied. It just I know I would find you awake if I were on the other part of th eocean and we would go to sleep at the same time. I feel that with this time difference I am missing so many things, however I am gaining so many things too. its just it has been a long day and the tendency to refuge to memories becomes stronger before going to sleep. Change is not easy to handle, especially the extreme changes so typical for me . But i guess there is no other way of doing it, you make one dream to come true but that has its own price, just as you mentioned in the letter.
Besos for you and your second half.
Postuar nga darke datë 12 Maj 2007 - 17:20:
I'm happy to know you received it 
now it's your turn... I'M JUST WAITING FOR YOUR LETTER!!!!! :p
Besos!
Postuar nga drytty datë 23 Maj 2007 - 23:29:
Is this spanish?!
Postuar nga darke datë 24 Maj 2007 - 01:54:
Citim:
Po citoj ato që tha drytty
Is this spanish?!
No, this is a spaniard!
Postuar nga Klodel datë 02 Korrik 2007 - 07:19:
SO many things have changed, yet so many things remain the same. I miss you girls.
Postuar nga lorie datë 04 Gusht 2007 - 04:07:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KTS32o8X4pQ
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KTS32o8X4pQ
STAND BY ME (LUUUV TIS SONG) ju pershendes se kam kohe pa folur me juve
When the night has come
And the land is dark
And the moon is the only light we'll see
No I won't be afraid, no I won't be afraid
Just as long as you stand, stand by me
And darlin', darlin', stand by me, oh now now stand by me
Stand by me, stand by me
If the sky that we look upon
Should tumble and fall
And the mountains should crumble to the sea
I won't cry, I won't cry, no I won't shed a tear
Just as long as you stand, stand by me
And darlin', darlin', stand by me, oh stand by me
Stand by me, stand by me, stand by me-e, yeah
Whenever you're in trouble won't you stand by me, oh now now stand by me
Oh stand by me, stand by me, stand by me
Darlin', darlin', stand by me-e, stand by me
Oh stand by me, stand by me, stand by me
Postuar nga Klodel datë 21 Dhjetor 2007 - 05:30:
Another year passed by. This one I didn't know how it went, but I feel it went to fast. Too fast to absorbe my new changes, too fast to have time to think over them, too fast to have time to breath and take care of all the important things I love doing. Too fast to have time to dream, too fast to have time to be in contact with myself and reflect, too fast for everything.
Time here runs fast, it scares me. However I always keep you girls in my mind. Life has sent us in different directions, but we always turn back here, to leave new footsteps, pieces of thoughts and dreams.
I found these thoughts among my older thoughts and I am sharing them for you with my best wishes for Christmas and New Year.
REMEMBER FIVE SIMPLE RULEs TO BE HAPPY:
1- Free your heart from hatred
2- Free your mind from worries
3- Love simply
4- Give more
5- Expect less
-No one can go back and make a brand new start. Anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending.
-God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but HE did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way.
-Dissapointments are like road humps, they slow you down a bit but you enjoy the smooth road afterwards. Don't stay on the humps too long. Move on!
-When you feel down because you didn't get what you want just sit tight and be happy, because God is thinking of something better to give you.
-When something happens to you, good or bad, consider what it means. There is a purpose to life's events, to teach you how to laugh more or not to cry too hard.
-You can't make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved, the rest is up to the person to realise your worth.
-THE MEASURE OF LOVE IS WHEN YOU LOVE WITHOUT MEASURE.
In life there are very rare chances that you'll meet the person you love and loves you in return. So once you have it, don't ever let go, the chance might never come your way again.
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It's better to lose your pride to the one you love, than to lose the one you love because of pride. We spend too much time looking for the right person to love or finding fault with those we already love, when instead we should be perfecting the love we give.
-When you truly care for someone, you don't look for faults, you don't look for answers, you don't look for mistakes. Instead you fight the mistakes, you accept the faults and you overlook the excuses.
-Never abandon an old friend. you will never find one who can take his place. Friendship is like wine, it gets better as it grows older.
Our Friendship will get better since it is growing older
lots of love and hugs
Simply me