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Hi honey ! How are you ?
I just don’t know how to begin .I’ve got a lot of things to say but …..it seems that all the words disappeared . You know it’s just like when we were together , you stood in front of me and I never used to say a word of any kind , except smiling .Anyway it was a long time ago and the image of your face is fading away . It’s no word at all to express myself now in a piece of paper . I found out that love was something special and the person you love was special indeed .I never understood the way you were . You feared all this but I quite think that you were not strong enough to face such a warm feeling , trying to protect yourself of non getting involved . I was not of course looking for you , when you appeared in my life and made it a mess . I spent long nights without sleep thinking on the words you said carelessly . The efforts , the sufferings , but of what importance are these now ?
Love is not like that .People say that you get burned only once and it exists the only one .
You tremble when you hear his voice and you feel so secure looking at his eyes among all the others . Your imagination takes power & life is really beautiful . I fear to remember when we were together , was it like that or no ? Your fingers lightly brush over my body , feeling my every curve , feeling my body quiver under your touch , your mouth meets with mine in a kiss . Our tongs finding one another , probing , feeling & exploring. Your voice whispers in my ear making my body tingle all over . I feel myself surrendering , you gaze deeply into my eyes & I gaze right back at you , smiling , knowing what I want so badly. Even now I tremble when I hear your name casually . A hundred times I erased your name from the phone & I put it back . The messages I’ve wrote down , I’ve been such a fool . You know what ? I’d better stop all this . I’ve tried so many times to tell myself that you’re “ gone “ , but I just can’t help it . Nevertheless you’ll. never get this , you’ll. never read these words. I even didn’t mention the things I wanted to say , because I know you wouldn’t understand .
I know the way you are : nice , kind , handsome , lovely & for me the wrong guy .
Anyway it will still be me , my thoughts and some words on a piece of paper throwing me into confusion if I never loved you….but you’ll. never know !
One more thing , sorry for the “ honey “ I called you at the begin . It quite came natural , the thought of you , make it came so . I quite lost the concept of time . it passes really fast , I quite forget that by now we’re at the point of calling each –other “ He “ or “ She “.