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Postuar nga lorie datë 06 Gusht 2011 - 07:56:
Re: Michael Jackson -The Man in the Mirror
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Po citoj ato që tha lorie
"Let the refining and improving of your own life keep you so busy that you have little time to criticize others." (H. Jackson Brown Jr.) 
....Por keto kohet e fundit, kisha ndjere nevojen te ngrija ne nje stad me te larte kerkimin tim per ndryshim. Ishte nga ato situatat kur e di qe dicka nuk shkon por nuk e di ku ta drejtosh gishtin.
Like the quality of your behavior or even your way of thinking is not qualitative anymore. By quality i mean love, patience, joy, peace, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control- the Jesus teachings.
Dhe duke analizuar sjelljen time vura re sa a paduruar jam sjelle keto kohet e fundit, sa kokeforte per gjera qe nuk duhet te jem,dhe deri diku jam kacafytur te kem paqe me te keqen qe ballafaqohem duke degjuar historite e klienteve te mi( nga vetvrasjet psikotike deri ne dhunime te tmerrshme qe i ben njeri tjetrit)
Ky mesazh i shkruajtur pothuajse 1 vit me pare me kthen tek situata ku jam sot, sepse se fundmi jam ballafaquar shume me shume me vetveten se me pare dhe shoh shume me shume gjera qe nuk do te doja ti shihja, sepse jane kaq iuuuhh, dalin plluq te gjitha njera pas tjetres derisa me ne fund muret qe une ngre bien nje nga nje dhe duke arritur rock -bottom of my heart, realizoj qe muret i kisha ngritur kot se koti, dhe madje eshte mire qe po bien edhe pse eshte e dhimbshme. Te jesh vulnerable eshte e dhimbshme se s'dihet si te shohin te tjeret.I run away from it, but I have to excercise my muscle of vulnerability more so I may have a soft and honest heart that pleases God,not a manipulative hard heart that comes so easily to me.
E shoh qe kane dale ne pah fill pas lutjeve per te qene me ' humble'. Si eshte ajo shprehja? -Be careful what you ask for ,you might as well just get it.
You wanna be more humble? Do you really? - Here's a challenge for you Lori, let me put you in several situations you will be tested and grinded in your character. Ugghhh, thanks God......
My only hope remains that by the end of it I may shine brighter, since the blacksmith is determined to refine me in fire.