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foto e marre 1 vit me pare.

My mom is a braveheart. Do you know the movie 'The braveheart' ? She should be in it.

I am grateful to have a mother like her.

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85% e adoleshenteve amerikane marrin vesh se cfare ndodh ne Middle East vetem kur x-box del me nje loje te re videoje.

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dhe deshira e vetme ishte udhetimi atje, per nje ndihme me shume, per nje force me shume, per dicka me shume.... Zakonisht endrrat enderrohen kaq shpejt, jane si rrufe, nje qellim i gjalle, nje qellim qe e sheh veten tek pika 10 kur je tek hapi 2 dhe prej largpamesise jo vetem qe krijohet padurimi kundrejt vetvetes por edhe kundrejt te tjereve.

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Sado, qe ecen nen driten e zbehte, me mendimin..qe je i lumtur, ti e di qe lumturia jote jam un..dhe din gjithashtu, qe jam nje e keqe e domosdoshme.. e paarritshme, qe permbush boshllekun tend..sa keq me vjen..qe zbrazetia jote thellohet çdo dit..se s'me ke prane..e s'do me kesh kurre...ndersa un arrij ate qe dua, vetem me nje hap...duhet vetem ta hedh ate hap.

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and the honor of kings to search it out........... (Proverbs 25:2)

Ai me kish rekomanduar nje liber te vecante, dhe me fliste mbi te dhe sesa shume e kishte frymezuar. Dhe patjeter qe une entuziazmohem prej gjerave qe me sfidojne dhe frymezojne dhe sidomos per gjerat e thella qe bisedojme bashke. Ai me ate 'quiet and sure strength coupled with discernment' dhe une me ate entuziazmin e dukshem.....We stay for hours and hours talking about deep things. I can't help it . My brother brings out the best in me.
Libri titullohet 'The one who knows God' shkruar nga Clement of Alexandria, mesimet e nje te krishteri qe jetonte ne vitin 100 AD. Ishte ne kohen kur te besuarit ne nje Zot nuk ishte e korruptuar prej politikave etj etj por ishte nje zanafille e paster. Dhe meqe sipas historianeve Bibla quhet edhe liber historik prej fakteve historike ne te, Klementi duke jetuar ne gjeneracionin e dyte, nuk e kish takuar Jezusin,por prej nxenesve te tij (gjeneracioni i pare, deshmitare okulare) ka mesuar per te dhe prej kesaj ,vijne mesimet e ketij libri gje qe jane strikingly the same as that of the Bible.
Me pelqen jeta e tij, ka nota te ngjashme me jeten time.
(part of the book)
" Although born of unbelieving parents ,Clement realized that there must be a deeper meaning to life than the mundane pursuit of material riches and sensual pleasures. He heard about men who renounced the ordinary pursuits of life in order to seek after truth.These men were called philosophers which means ' lovers of wisdom'. Clement came to be one of the most learned men of his day.Yet, he sensed that the philosophers had only knocked on the door of truth-that there was still greater truth that they had never discovered. When he finally heard of the gospel (greek=good news) of Jesus Christ ,he knew this was the great truth he had been seeking all of his life."
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Kerkimi per dicka me te madhe eshte kaq shume reale tek njerezit. Po e kuptoj akoma me shume tani kor kohet e fundit, pergjegjesja ne cliniken me kerkoi te bej terapi ne grup me teme shpirterore edhe pse ajo s'beson fare. haha. 'You'd be the best person to do this' -she said.
Edhe pse ne fund te fundit terapia merret me permiresimin e vetvetes ( not rosy theme for sure since we almost always want to run from ourselves) nuk eshte e plote pa futur elementin shpirteror. The feedback form people has been great. It's like people are craving something to cling to. I am not suprised. The world is always craving for Heroes.
As for me, now that I have found God or better yet, now that God has found me..., I am in a different kind of quest than i was years ago. The quest to know him fully just like Jesus says: I have come to give you life to the fullest. This sentence in the gospel of John is driving me crazy What does it truly mean to live fully?
or another sentence that drives me crazy is : It is for freedom that CHrist has set us free, stand firm then and do not be burdened again by a yoke of slavery.
I want to find out, what fully and freedom means, I thought I knew, but in every stage of life I find new meaning to those sentences, it's like rediscovering myself all over, it's like falling in love all over.
And from this quest, I find myself constantly on my toes( which is great because i hate complacency) ,constantly re-evaluating, searching, expanding, learning new things, discarding old ones and I love it.
I am reminded of Rumi's verse in one of his poetries :
I've forgotten all my learning, but from knowing you I 've become a scholar.
This is written for a man passionately loving a woman but I say it may be applied to passionately knowing God as well. I seriously feel like I have just touched the tip of the ice-berg in learning about things. There's so much to learn, there's so much to grow in wisdom, there's so much to experience and know God. I WILL be a student forever, a student of God, studying on God ,therefore studying on life. That's theology right? ( theo+ logos= study on God)
Theologian, scholar, philosopher, hunger of truth and knowledge,mathematician, physician, astronomer, fishermen, artist, thinker,whoever---Do you breathe? Do you think? Do you have a figment of reasoning? Then you are qualified to search and find God.
This reminds me of Jeremiah 29:11
For I know the plans I have for you ' declares the Lord' plans to prosper you and not to harm you,plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call on me and come and pray to me,and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.

uhyyy ,kur frymezohem une, iken koha.

Duke u frymezuar nga mellow songs . Kjo ne vecanti ka fjale domethenese dhe me kujton veren dhe diellin Better together -Jack Johnson
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u57d4_b_YgI

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My arrow of love has arrived at the target. I am in the house of mercy, and my heart is a place of prayer.

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duke luajtur scrabble..

The heart jumpstarted again, an underdog in the trenches who has been given wings to fly. Ubuntu philosophy reminded me the essence of being human recently.

Zemra u ngjall serisht, nje 'qe s'ta pret mendja te fitoje' ne shtigjet e luftes, i jane dhene flatra per te fluturuar. Filozofia Ubuntu me kujtoi esencen e te qenit njerezore se fundmi.

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dhe thelbi i kesaj filozofie eshte se nuk mund te jesh njerezor ne izolim. I am what I am because of who we all are. A person is a person through other persons.

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dhe deshira e vetme ishte udhetimi atje, per nje ndihme me shume, per nje force me shume, per dicka me shume.... Zakonisht endrrat enderrohen kaq shpejt, jane si rrufe, nje qellim i gjalle, nje qellim qe e sheh veten tek pika 10 kur je tek hapi 2 dhe prej largpamesise jo vetem qe krijohet padurimi kundrejt vetvetes por edhe kundrejt te tjereve.

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Ajo qante me deshperim sa here qe fliste per marredhenien me te qe ishte pothuajse gjithmone. Drame,drame dhe vetem drame. Huhghh. Ne fillim desha ti thoja: Suck it up! It doesn't do you any good...
Por lotet ta zbusin zemren, edhe fakti qe ajo beri overdose per shkak te pavendosmerise se atij, 'po c'po mendoje moj vajze? Vajze..domethene,c'po mendoje moj 'nena ime'? Ndihem ndonjehere si nene per personat qe shoh edhe pse mund te jene 45-60 vjec.
E shoh qe s'ka rendesi mosha, disa njerez mbeten te ngecur ne zhvillimin emocional te nje 15 vjecari edhe kur jane 45 vjec. Ndjeshmeria e saj dhe ai lloji i te menduarit ne gracke se s'do gjejne nje mashkull me te mire se ai qe i la, dhe dhimbja emocionale bashke me nje grusht vikodine...nje kombinim vdekjeprures...
-Shumica e njerezve qe vrasin veten jane njerez qe humbasin dicka ne jete, njerez te dashur etj jo njerez qe vuajne nga depresioni kronik- ia beri doktori psikiater qe ishte ulur karshi meje, dhe une e sigurte qe kish pikasur trishtimin tim ne fytyre pasi ajo kish ikur nga zyra jone, tunda koken dhe permenda nje statistike.
Megjithate mendoj se perderisa jane akoma gjalle dhe marrin fryme, do kete nje arsye,nje arsye te pashpjegueshme.... Pastaj eshte edhe ideja e fuqishme qe perpara se gjerat te behen MIRE, duhet te shkojne njehere KEQ. Duhet arritur fundi i zemres ndonjehere, duhet prekur dyshemeja perpara se te mesosh nje vallezim te ri. Doesn't rainbow usually come after the rain? Po kerpudhat pas shiut? Drite pas nates? Procesi eshte i gjate,proces kermilli, sherimi do kohe ashtu sic do kohe procesi i transformimit te nje fluture, apo ngjizja dhe lindja e nje bebi.
Per kete( ngaqe kam menduar mbi kete proces shume ) me vjen shume inat qe sistemi i inshurencave eshte i shpifur. I japin njerezve vetem nje kohe shume te limituar per permiresimin e vetvetes. Per nje depresion te shkurter stinor apo edhe disfate ne jete ,ka kuptim por per njerezit qe shoh une me probleme qe nuk di ke te kapesh te parin, me trauma qe ne femijeri dhe qe marrin 100 medikamente sa nuk njohin me kush eshte vetja e tyre dhe ku fillon efekti i ilacit, me duket krejt e padrejte qe te mos marrin kurim afatgjate. There's a lot of things to uncover, a lot of things to work on and process. I don't want to be part of such a rushed, insensitive system. I feel recently as if I am fighting against conformism in every area of my life and it's challenging me to work harder.
I have a few choices tho: go along with it, confront the system or outsmart it. I will aim for the latter one.

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