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Leonard Cohen

He was the voice in every lonely boy's bedroom. The Godfather of Gloom. But after years on Mount Baldy, a Buddhist retreat, Leonard Cohen has finally found peace. Here he talks about drink, drugs and women, and why nirvana is now a mean tuna sandwich

Leonard Cohen is the high priest of pathos. His voice exudes misery. A suicidal Kurt Cobain, when describing the most melancholic place imaginable, in his dirge 'Penny Royal Tea', sang of a 'Leonard Cohen afterworld' where he could 'sigh eternally'. Cohen is used to this reputation. Even the 67-year-old singer says his record company should give razor blades away with his records.
But two years ago, for no apparent reason, the veil of depression lifted. For the first time in his life, Cohen sighed, looked out on the world and felt at peace with it.

'There was just a certain sweetness to daily life that began asserting itself. I remember sitting in the corner of my kitchen, which has a window overlooking the street. I saw the sunlight that shines on the chrome fenders of the cars, and thought, "Gee, that's pretty."

'I said to myself, "Wow, this must be like everybody feels." Life became not easier but simpler. The backdrop of self-analysis I had lived with disappeared. It's like that joke: "When you're hitting your head against a brick wall, it feels good when it stops".'

It was a remarkably late epiphany. Cohen had spent the past 50 years ploughing his way through drugs, drink, countless women and several religions in an attempt to find release from this 'backdrop' of self-doubt. But the cure was more simple - he learned to ignore himself.

'When you stop thinking about yourself all the time, a certain sense of repose overtakes you. It happened to me by imperceptible degrees and I could not really believe it; I could not really claim it for some time. I thought there must be something wrong. It's like taking a drink of cold water when you are thirsty. Every tastebud on your tongue, every molecule in your body says thank you.'

Cohen's enlightenment did not come overnight. Since early adolescence, a sadness he can only attribute to an unexplained 'biological reason' has afflicted him. Over a recording career spanning 33 years, he tried all drugs - emotional, illegal and medicinal. Prozac made him feel 'spiritually superior', but proved incompatible with his lifestyle: it killed his libido. Instead, when Cohen finished touring his last album, 1992's the Future, he decided to devote his time to his favourite drug - the Buddhist faith.

For nearly three decades, Cohen had been following the ways of the Za-Zen Buddhists. His teacher, a Za-Zen master called Old Roshi, lives and runs a Buddhist retreat on Mount Baldy, a mountain near Cohen's LA home. Cohen explains that Roshi is 25 years his senior: 'I thought I'd take that opportunity to hang with him while he's still around,' he says.

He has another sip of coffee, lights another Marlboro Light, and wriggles his toes inside his pair of comfortable brown slippers. Despite the gruelling years, Cohen is immensely relaxed, a light grin stretching across his tanned face. His arms are thin, his frame fragile, but he radiates Californian healthiness, like no 67-year-old should. He seems content, both with his new record, Ten New Songs, and - judging by the slippers and the silk tie clipped delicately behind his tailored pinstripe suit - his daily luxuries. What attraction could such a sparse lifestyle have to a man who accompanies most new sentences with a freshly lit cigarette?

'I was interested in surrendering to that kind of routine. If you surrender to the schedule, and get used to its demands, it is a great luxury not to have to think about what you are doing next.'

Cohen's passion for routine is evident as he describes with relish and in detail the sparse, rigorous regime of the monk: the early rise, the chanting before dawn and the hours spent motionless in the meditation hall. In winter, when meditation can last for days, monks roam around on the look-out for those who have succumbed to asleep. The remainder of the time is given to keeping the retreat tidy - to 'maintenance, painting, repairing pipes and making candles'. Among Cohen's duties at the retreat was cooking for his master. For his part, Roshi had the job of naming his followers.

'He named me "Jikan" after one of his teachers that he liked very much. I was thankful for that but I never quite figured out what it meant. He doesn't speak English very well, Old Roshi. He'd say it meant "normal silence; ordinary silence".'

'Much of the time, Roshi and I were two buddies drinking. He likes sake, I tried to convert him to French wine, but he was very resistant. But we both agree about Cognac and Scotch.'

While Roshi maintained much of the discipline of a Japanese Zen monastery, some elements of the retreat, including the booze marathons, were tailored to the varied life of LA. Women were allowed. Cohen was permitted to wake up half an hour before everyone else, at 2.30am, to brew coffee and have a few cigarettes.

'I always consider myself an extremely bad monk - a sloppy monk, compared to some of the very admirable people up there. Real monks. I have been associated with that community for more than 30 years. It's an existence where the emphasis is on the ordinary. But it's the least-easy place to lose track of time in. During the day, you hear bells and they tell you to go somewhere - that's the nature of those places. They are kind of hospitals for the broken-hearted and for people who have forgotten how to walk and talk. It wasn't just touring that left me feeling this way. I often do.'

Yet the routine, laden with drink as it was, began to gnaw away at some of the self-obsession and analysis that had dogged his past 50 years in the spotlight.

'In one of these dreary Zen meditation halls,' he explains, 'it is a Zen practice to invite you to sit motionless for long hours, with an officer patrolling the meditation hall to strike you with a stick several times on each shoulder if you nod off. If you sit there long enough, you run through all the alternative ways the events in your life could have turned out. After a while, the activity of thinking, that interior chatter, begins to subside from time to time. And what rushes in, in the same way that light rushes into a room when you switch on the light, is another kind of mood that overtakes you.

'Also, I read somewhere that as you get older the brain cells associated with anxiety begin to die. So, I might have saved myself the rigours of monastic life if I had just waited until it happened.'

Cohen is a master of polite evasion. He will parry a difficult question with a quip amusing enough to make you forget what you asked. He is most touchy and evasive when it comes to women. And, for the first time in years, a man who built a reputation and image out of womanising is single. Is there a correlation between his singledom and happiness?

'To be accurate, I would not want to be as deliberate as that. But I never discuss my mistresses or my tailors,' he says. Despite the overwhelming evidence of his past, Cohen insists on talking only about his platonic relationships with women - with his producer, Sharon Robertson, and engineer, Leanne Ungar. And then, his eyebrows raised in the hope I will share his astonishment, he declares how history has misjudged his image as a cad.

'I'm not involved with anybody. I read with some amusement my reputation as a ladies' man. My friends are amused by that, too, because they know my life. Even when I was younger I was never aware of it, to tell the truth, so I could not take advantage of it. But for someone who has that sort of reputation and has spent so many nights alone, it has a special bitter amusement attached to it.

'You know,' he adds, 'that reputation has not served me well. There are women whom I have wanted to meet who have declined any interest in my company simply because of my reputation, simply because they did not want to be a name on a list.'

Today, Cohen, who once roomed with Allen Ginsberg, Bob Dylan and Joan Baez, and romanced Rebecca de Mornay and the Velvet Underground vamp Nico (at separate times), maintains the dull regime of an eccentric LA pensioner. Each morning he gets up and puts on a suit, even if he's doing the laundry that day. Then he makes coffee for Lorca (his second child by Suzanne), who lives in the flat below his. When he was recording the record at home, his producer and engineer would arrive at midday. They would work, then he would make what they refer to as 'the meanest tuna salad sandwich in North America'. Dull.

But his slippers aside, there is little in the appearance of Cohen to suggest his fire has gone out. His eyes remain mischievous. Instead, he insists, life is eventless through choice. With relish, he confesses: 'I don't get out much'. It is little surprise that after half a century of depression, drugs and danger ous women, the domesticity of tuna salad sandwiches appeals.

Leonard Cohen was born to affluent middle-class Jewish parents in 1934 in Montreal, and considers his childhood 'very decent', with 'none of the trauma that I hear associated with other people's childhoods'. His father died when he was nine, leaving Cohen a considerable inheritance. Weeks after burying him, the young Leonard took one of his father's bow ties and a scrap of paper with a few lines of verse on it. He wrapped the paper in the tie and buried it in the garden.

'It was just a singular gesture,' he recalls dismissively, when I mention how his biographers have suggested this was the first act of the 'artist within'. 'I don't know why I did that.'

At 15, he started playing the guitar, collecting folk songs and writing them. At 17, he moved to Montreal's McGill University, where he excelled in English, and two years later he formed his first band, the Buckskin Boys. This was Cohen and two friends wearing their father's buckskin jackets and fake ponytails, playing square dances at church halls. 'I guess [my attraction to music] comes from not being able to do anything else very well. I found I had some gift for it and, with these little songs I wrote, I could impress myself and others - including girls. That's the hormonal rage that cannot be ignored.'

Cohen was held in check at first by the quiet Jewish enclave around him. But after graduating from McGill in 1956, and publishing a book of poems dedicated to his late father, he found a place on a postgraduate course at Columbia University, in the thriving heart of New York's Manhattan. Within months, his 'rage' had established itself in the city, Cohen spinning in and out of three different romances - with a fellow student, a care worker at a nearby children's summer camp, and the same camp's nurse.

He was also becoming a prolific poet. But soon Cohen sought a retreat from city life, and moved to the Aegean island Hydra - the first Mount Baldy of his life. He used part of his inheritance to buy a house among a small community of Western writers. He wooed Marianne, the girlfriend of Norwegian novelist Axel Jensen, and with her on his arm, Hydra became a haven where he cherished the detachment of an expatriate.

'Two years ago, I went there for the first time in decades,' he recalls. 'I was able to finish a great number of these songs that I had begun up Mount Baldy. It really is a tranquil place. When I went, there was an English lord who spoke fluent Greek. He said: "I have one word of advice for you. Don't learn Greek." I think he meant preserve your tourist status and it will remain a tranquil place.' But Cohen was never much good at holding himself back. He came back to LA knowing basic Greek.

In October 1966 Cohen threw himself again at New York, with his Hydra lover still in tow. It was the time of Dylan's Blonde on Blonde and The Beatles' Help! Liz Taylor won an Oscar for her role in Who's Afraid of Virginia Woolf? and the number of US troops in Vietnam doubled to 380,000. The 60s were passing the point of no return, and Cohen found himself at its cultural epicentre, amid the debauchery and experimentation of the notorious Chelsea Hotel in New York.

'It was dangerous to accept a potato chip at a cocktail party then,' he grins. 'I speak literally. It could be sprinkled with acid. I went to somebody's room who was having a cocktail party, had a few chips, and four days later was still trying to find my room.'

He found himself part of one of the most creative, eclectic hotel corridors imaginable. The poet Allen Ginsberg - whom he describes as 'the sweetest man' - dropped in, as did Beat writer Jack Kerouac. Warhol hung around. But the sense of momentum and historical import of what was happening around him was not apparent. People were just doing their thing. 'I knew that the singers I liked were very good. Dylan, Baez, Collins, Mitchell - I knew them all and thought they were good at an extremely high level. What their fate would be in the world didn't even enter my mind.'

Cohen's own future took off one night in 1967 when he supported Judy Collins, the 60s folk singer, at an anti-Vietnam war concert at New York Town Hall. When he took the stage, his guitar was out of tune, his voice froze to a whimper and he ran to the wings with stage fright. He was terrified. But both Collins and the chanting crowd persuaded him to take the microphone again. As soon as he did, they loved him. He was signed to Columbia records by a maverick talent scout, John Hammond, the A&R man who had taken similar 'risks' on unknowns Billie Holiday and Bob Dylan. Cohen's debut album, 68s Songs of Leonard Cohen, was soon on the shelves. It left few doubts as to Cohen's main inspiration - women - containing, perhaps a little uncharitably, a song about his long-suffering love from Hydra, 'So Long Marianne', but beginning with an ode to a newer flame, Suzanne.

The 32-year-old Cohen liked variety. He befriended Lou Reed, who introduced him to the decade's most enigmatic blonde, Nico. And his frustrated attempts to snare her would also prove inspiration for a song called 'Take This Longing'. 'She was great,' he recalls. 'The first time I saw her she was singing in a little club in the East Village, called the Dom. It had been decorated by Warhol with aluminium foil all over the walls. She had this beautiful deep monotone and I just drew closer and closer to her. And, erm, she was not remotely interested in me. But we became great friends over the years, although there were many more attractive men that she had her eye on. I remember going to one of Jim Morrison's first concerts in America. It was very early on in their career, and I went with her. She asked me to leave without her because she wanted to stay behind. But I was a tough old bird by then. I was used to it.'

As the novelty of New York wore off, Cohen's career fell into a comfortable pattern of record releases and tours. The year after, Suzanne gave birth to their son, Adam, Cohen sought to broaden his horizons and briefly flew to Tel Aviv to lend his hand in the Yom Kippur war between Israel and Egypt. His plan - a stint in the Israeli army - soon fell by the wayside, and he was seconded to entertain the troops instead. He eventually fled to Ethiopia.

The bad times continued, Cohen returning to Zen Buddhism and serious periods of fasting. At 41, his career as a youthful folk icon was drawing to an end. He had begun as an independently wealthy young Jew, who moved to the Big Apple and wrote poems. By this stage in his career he was worn out emotionally and creatively. Evidently his depression was not the passing fad of an aesthete born into privilege, but rooted in something more fundamental that had been apparent since his father's death.

Over the next 12 years, Cohen tried to keep his mind on Buddhism and away from drink and drugs. By 1977, he hit a low. It was then that a vulnerable Cohen unwisely attempted his first co-written record, called Death of a Ladies' Man in keeping with his Lothario image. Even more unwisely, he chose to team up with legendary but eccentric - and, in these sessions, armed - Phil Spector.

'The time we worked together, one to one, was very pleasant,' he begins, diplomatically. 'Except for the climate. He insisted on having the air conditioning set to 40 F all day. I have no idea why he did that. He must have been suffering as much as I was.'

'He is a very hospitable man,' Cohen continues. 'It was when other people were around in the recording studio that he seemed to move into his Mr Hyde period. One day he had a bottle of wine in one hand and a 35mm pistol in the other. He put his arm around my shoulder, pressed the muzzle into my neck and said, "Leonard, I love you." At which point I said: "I hope you really do, Phil."'

Eventually, Spector's entourage began to take over the sessions, and without a private army of his own to impose his way, Cohen lost control and interest. 'I was in one of those moments where I really couldn't order my personal life either. It was a time of great chaos and distress. Had I been in better shape myself I probably could have navigated the session a little better. Although Phil's an expert in karate, I might have taken him...'

It took eight years for Cohen to find his form again. In 1985 came Various Positions, with one of his most rapturously bleak songs, 'Hallelujah'. Za-Zen was beginning to steer him away from his addictions and help him reignite an ailing sense of humour. Three years later came 'I'm Your Man'. Its dry wit and nagging hooks proved the perfect antidote to the decade's extravagance, as did Cohen's persona. At the time, the record industry was awash with scandals about radio stations taking bribes to play singles. When Cohen released the single 'Ain't No Cure For Love', he posted two dollars to his record company promoters, in the hope it would help.

There was a playful humour throughout 'I'm Your Man', which helped secure the record's rise up the charts. It became something of a trademark for him in the 80s. The acerbic wit was still there, but with fewer tunes, on 1992's big-selling The Future . But why the absence of jokes on this new record?

'There's a couple of jokes,' he insists. 'There's the lyric: "I don't trust inner feelings. Inner feelings come and go".' He grins peevishly.

Yet in the new album, Ten New Songs, Cohen seems to have reinvented himself. Gone is the anxiety of the last 50 years, and the one-liners of the past decade. In its place is contentment and a much more considered set of worries.

On the album's opener, 'My Secret Life', Cohen sounds as if he has found a life of ease and fufilment. The song does not make it clear whether this 'life' was up Mount Baldy, or is at home with his daughter in LA, or even a mix of the two. But Cohen purrs over a very civilised backing track. It is almost upbeat.

'There's a sense of relaxation in the tunes that comes through, there's a kind of pulse, an invitation to get into it - a groove. A lot of people have danced to it,' he insists, before correcting himself. 'Erm, well, actually, one person. And she was erm, an executive of Sony in France, and she's a trained dancer.'

But the bugbears remain, perhaps not as all-consuming as before. There's a withering look at America today, as in the closing 'Land of Plenty', where he hopes the downtown streetlights will 'shine on the truth some day'. And on occasion, Cohen sounds a little aged, a little fragile, as in the sobering lyric 'the night is getting colder'. Is he at last feeling mortal?

'I don't think much about [death], but in a certain stage in your life it becomes very clear that your time is not unlimited. Tennessee Williams said: "Life is a fairly well-written play, except for the third act." I'm maybe at the third act, where you have the benefit of the experience of the first two acts. But how it ends is nobody's business and is generally accompanied by some disagreeable circumstances.'

Perhaps Cohen, more at ease and relaxed with a world that used to puzzle and frustrate him to distraction, has decided to enjoy his days all the more now he realises they may not be endless. He shakes his head, as if unable to believe the reformed, cheery Cohen could write about mortality.

'Did I really do that? On this last one? That must have slipped by my optimism filter.'

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You never liked to get
The letters that I sent.
But now you've got the gist
Of what my letters meant.
You're reading them again,
The ones you didn't burn.
You press them to your lips,
My pages of concern.
I said there'd been a flood.
I said there's nothing left.
I hoped that you would come.
I gave you my address.
Your story was so long,
The plot was so intense,
It took you years to cross
The lines of self-defense.
The wounded forms appear:
The loss, the full extent;
And simple kindness here,
The solitude of strength.
You walk into my room.
You stand there at my desk,
Begin your letter to
The one who's coming next.

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