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another day in my life

has been awhile since i havn't hangout with my friend Niko. a friend i know since i was 13 years old.
niko is a character books should be written about. crazy lunatic and a fearless man. i have written about him here before. going out with niko to bars you have to be prepared for anything, even contemplating your life.
he is known around town, he is the type of guy that defines the quote, "kur e kam ba njet me vdek, qeveri bahem vet" we go in three different bars, bars that hard core black, italian, and all source of wannabe gangsters with tatoos hangaout, but niko stands out, he is a lone wolf that just dont give a shit.
he is not a big guy physically, and so many people confuse us as brothers, but niko is not an ignorant guy, he has a philosophy that i understand well, u have to grow up where i come from to understand it. although its crazy but he pulls it off, he has been around, and he is very loyal soul, so that axplains why he always be my friend.

hanging out around niko you understand how easy it is to intimidate the biggest and most scary looking men, with tattoos and mussles that is such an over match for any average men like us, but niko has a heart of a lion, and he caries a gun with him, illegally.
my world and his world are so much apart, but i appreciate his as i know he really envies mine.

has been just months since he came out o jail, and as we walk in the bar people come and hug him, while he takes pride introducing me as his brother.

long story short, at a bar called oceans eleven niko pulls out his gun, and a group of guys get scared shitles, fear is soo visible in their face.
it doesn't surprise me that the bartenders talk sense to me, and with a big smile and so much respect, beg me in silence to take him home to his women and his son.
and that i do, in a masterly culcilated exit.
on the way out, niko couldn't help himself but shoot his gun randomly at some wall while i was driving.

i come home, and my girlfriend calls me, so i tell her all about my night.
she teases me, as she has done several time trying to get me jelous but failing top get a respond from me, but this time, i simply told her to fuck off and get out of my life. 
it was a shock to her, she thought i wasn't serious, she was so upset, gave me the sad terefying sound, cought by surpsrise, but i made up my mind in that very second.
she was drinking a little hersef, or so she claims, but i know that kids and drunks speak the truth, so i told her to fuck off.
she can call it insecurity on my part, i told her in the begining that i dont play games, i work hard, im selfsofishent, i provide, i dont cheat, and i strirve for simplicity, but i guess she forgot...

im cutting short here, i can go on details and make myself look awsome, but who gives a shit, really, im getting old and tired, and it feels good to reach this level in life. 

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