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-- Fragments of my day (http://www.forumihorizont.com/showthread.php3?threadid=6120)

Neo- I need your advice tell me what to do? I don't want to make any mistake this time. what would a wise person do?

Oracle- I am the oracle, I only advice it's up to you to make the decisions

Neo- What do you advice?

Oracle- Contact yourself, follow your intuition

Hmmmmmmm follow my intuition, That's what I do most of the time, but in this case, it says me nothing...

Let me contact myself.... I closed my eyes... I was listening to my inner voices... what was that I needed? oh a smileeeee I needed a smile...
I was amids my tears amids dreadful thoughts... needed something to light up my mind.

often when I find myself in this situation I search my memory and I look for beautiful moments when I was Happy... moments, isn't life made of moments? aren't they so damn few beautiful moments? And I asked myself, when were you happy? oh only a week ago... I was shining, I was all I forgot I was for a longer time... happy, free, sensual, beautiful, in wonderful company.... in a wonderful atmosphere...in a wonderful place....... I was myself with foot on earth, not flying in who knows what spaces.... I felt I was somebody, I felt I was in my perfection... dazzling others with my aura.... smiling upon my effect.

beautiful moments.... that bring a smile to my face.... and I am hanging on to them for the moment......being myself expressing myself as I always do good or bad habit, I don't know... I would say just different...