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I had a few drinks........ why the hell not?!!! Last time I drank was New Year's (painfull hangover.)
Today I had my laptop at work, and my friends were looking at pictures from the summer vacation.

-That is your brother? (His picture that I have in my wallet is an old one.)
-He has changed a lot, he has grown up......

Yes, I know, stop telling me that! Stop reminding me about how my little brother has changed, and I wasn't there to see it happened. I wasn't there to see him grow up, pick on him, make fun of him about his first girlfriend..... God, it hurts so much...... I lost so much, I missed out on so much...

It is painfull, waking up every morning and asking myself: Is it really worth it????????!!!!!!!!