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-Draw three pictures that represent you best...
-I have already drawn one.-i said grinning and pointed out the picture on the wall that i had called 'chaos'.
-No, not that one.Draw objects.
-Like what?
-For example : a bridge if it is a bridge that represents you.
-I have no idea.- and then the thought came to my mind:no sense of self ?can't think outside the box honey? And yet i knew it was there in me ,in my mind but i couldn't draw a stable one, not even one sketch that showed rest, settlement.I was still on a journey ,still changing.
-Draw something,anything that comes immediately to the top of your mind.
My mind was just BLANK,scary and blank.Where was my uniqueness?
Then after thinking it over i drew a quick sketch of a person with very long arms and small body.
-What's that? Half person?-she asked me smiling.
In a different time that would have been a half person but it wasn't.
-No,it's a person with opened arms,stretched toward the air ,toward others,stretched for wanting help and for giving help,for affection.
I went away with the fear of blankness ,of just void. A What -now? question.
I feared that i couldn't find anything specific ,anything symbolic to frame myself.But could the self be framed in just a simple sketch ,or three?
A bridge -she had said.M was a bridge,i could see it afterwards. I had the sense of her being a bridge. Because one of her most strong feelings/traits was self sacrifice.M layed her life for others ,sacrificed for others,made paths and eased the way for others toward their goals.She was a bridge .what were I?
I was a thinker,a dreamer .. etc,i was a million things.
Nothing specific though,i couldn't sketch myself.
I knew i was not a bridge ,not yet..., i had been a walker on the bridge but not the bridge itself.
What were I?