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It is very interesting to follow how my previous dreams rise inside me with much more power and much more visual. redefining my objectives my dreams, my roadmap where to focus my energy have been my latest concerns. I am close to, at least, establishing the steps of what needs to be done within a timeframe. But a forgotten dream is occupying all my being lately- and I wonder is it another of my illusions? or something that might lead to something else happening in the future.
Who knows where the road goes as the feeling grows in your heart- Enia
only time knows.... but are all these signs I have to trust and follow with patience and never stop hoping?
how do we know if what we call as inner voices of our heart and mind, aren't a brain game..... how can we define if what we think at that moment is may be a sign from above for our further step?
where do I get the conviction that it's only the begining of a long road and not the end of everything? How to make the right decision?

all these doubts in my head. I have a lot of fantasy and mostly crasy ideas, but isn't it what makes me feel I live? isn't crossing the borders of the Impossible and making it possible making your dreams come true?

I can't forget the saying of coelho in his book the Alchymist
When there is something you wish from the bottom of your heart, all the forces of Universe will gather to make that wish come true.......
I have to think about it all the time.
But Do I have to go till the end of the world to discover that the treasure has been always in front of my eyes? or is it a path everyone has to step in...
there are many laws of return actually happening inside myself..... I always go back to the same point to the same feeling, I rediscover that fighting against oneself leads to the explosion of what u try to supress, at some point.... accepting identifying and may be putting some rationality in all the process is a much smother path... but I am again rebelling- what I may be need to do is make it come true.. touch it, feel it..... then may be I will know the truth. I will find out what was it about......... why it happened and what is the lesson.

I wish to have only the strength not to deviate from my old forgotten newly reborn dream........ and make it come true. I think it is worth trying.